Underplayed Gems

this morning I decided to die (2023)

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Developer
ctc
Publisher
Nikita Kryukov
Platforms
Windows, macOS, Linux
Genres
Indie
Rating
3.9 of 5, 178 player ratings
Typical playtime
about 33 minutes
Where to get it
Steam

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The catalog in 3D

The same catalog has a room you can walk around in. The cat behind the counter is the AI Catbot, and they pick real games from it when you tell them what you feel like playing. Nothing is for sale, here or in there. Go in from here and this game is already out on the counter, with more like it waiting on the shelf next to it.

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How it feels

A somber, introspective visual novel that grapples with themes of despair and the slim hope for connection over a final day.

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What players say

Players describe this as a very short visual novel, under an hour, about a teenage girl's last day before suicide. They praise its honest look at depression, but note the story is personal and generic at times, with multiple endings and static art.

Screenshots

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This page is from Underplayed Gems, a catalog of older and overlooked games. Not quite it? You can browse by platform and genre, or take this one into the 3D catalog and ask the Catbot for something closer.